Friday, May 25, 2007 . 12:33

can i don't be sibei chialat.
it sounds so suay leh -_-

and dinner at Tan's place on sunday!i cnt wait!
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 . 17:16

THREE CHEERS TO SIBEI TAN CHIA-LAT, ONG CHIA-LAT AND SIBEI-CHIA-LAT! :D ------------><------------

Thursday, May 17, 2007 . 12:07

hi one and all

hmm.i know i haven't really been myself all this while.and i know i totally suck for that.=\
BUT!
i'm so much better already and after thinking about it all this while, i realised (like finally -_-) that this is, afterall, a better way for all=)

i am picking it up and i think i'm almost done=)
but pls remind me if i dropped anything behind!=D

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Monday, May 14, 2007 . 01:01

CB. i think if one day ong drinks a glass of stout with egg yolk, she immediately peng san. ONG AH ONG. HAHAHAHA. so cute.

and it was reallllllllllllllllllllllly niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee seeing all of you again.

i love you ladies!

and i met viggy at East Coast Lagoon just now! aww. VIGGY NEVER BATHE! hahahahahahahahahahahaha. =x

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Friday, May 11, 2007 . 17:27

HEY
long time no get-together lerx!
tmr!! we'll be going liquid kitchen as planned.

bo tah bo sua!

and one stout plus egg yolk for ong.HEHE.
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 . 00:20

what's happening to this world? why is everyone becoming so selfish? am i still too naive to understand what is really happening out there in this big blue ball? when life and death is concerned, isn't it a time for everyone to really think things through?

my grandfather has been in hospital for quite awhile already, say for about a week odd. all his relatives and kins have visited him. so i went with my mom on monday to see how is he doing. i couldn't believe my eyes. you can barely see his limbs with muscles, bruises on his arms after jabs, it's e cause of liver cancer. i spoke to him in hokkien asking how is he doing and suddenly i could feel his painful suffering from his eyes though he said he's fine. i'm not very close to my paternal grandfather but why am i feeling this way?

i didn't know what really happened to my grandfather till we left the hospital then my mom told me that he is suffering from liver cancer and some other complications and now it has affected and spreaded to his blood which made the doctors to do away with drips and let time tell it all. then i asked my mom if dad will come and visit ah gong, she said she left him a message already and now its up to him. so i decided to give him a buzz before everything's too late. he didn't really bother and gave reasons that he's busy. CMON MAN!!! WHAT ELSE COULD BE MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR OWN FAMILY OR LOVED ONES!!! he's already on his death bed waiting to see everyone before he departs on another journey. his own son, whom have done or disappointed him in many ways, i bet to a father somehow he will forgive his own son no matter what right? just that we all know men and their ego/pride/whatever making both father and son so stubborn.

DAMN!! wake up your idea dad!! don't drag his suffering, let him go peacefully, please go visit him. apologise for what you've done at least he'll know that you're still sincere about it. i don't want you to ever regret for what you've done. your age is catching up too. would you like your own kids to do the same thing to you and no1 visits you even if you are screaming your lungs out on your death bed? isn't that painful? but no matter what you've done, you'll still see me by your side. you and mommy gave me my life, i'm gonna treasure every moment of it putting it to good use. but will noreen and teressa think like me? i'm not sure. they are not as soft-hearted as i am. i guess that's why people take me for granted.

sighss. why is it that so much is happening at one go? is this some kind of test for me? i've been wearing that mask for too long on my face already. i really wish i can take it off soon. really soon. sometimes i feel like crying out but my tears just won't flow. if only there's a special potion that will put me to sleep till everything is over. i'm not escaping but just want a break off all these.

well if nothing can be done, all i hope for is a good life in future. i'll not only be a great designer but also a loving wife, mom and of course dutiful daughter to my own parents and in laws too. i don't want to live to regret for anything that i've done or not.

lesson learnt for this week is that mankind is not that kind afterall.

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